Birthday 2023
11th March 2023, that's where I am! What can I say, I fucked up! I forgot to look out for number one! You know how when an airplane loses pressure and the oxygen mask falls from the ceiling you are supposed to put it on yourself first and then help the others around you!? Well, I’m one of those idiots who ran to the back of the plane to make sure the oxygen was on and then put the mask on every passenger I passed on my way back to my own seat…. ok that makes me out to be some kind of saint, I'm definitely not that. I am greedy and needy just like everyone else (whether I want to admit it or not). I just don’t seem to be able to shake that society rule that states I have to be good to be a worthy person. I have always had guilt when things go well for me. Which means I have often ‘bought’ my acceptance into my idea of society at the cost of my own well being. Instead of investing in my own future I helped others in financial trouble. Instead of purchasing my own home I paid bill...